Crushamania

Ok this is going to sound a little weird but it's true. I have this guy were close friends but not in a intamate way whatsoever. He doesnt know i have this huge HUGE! crush on him. I just found out recently he has a girlfriend who is about to have a baby. We talk almost everyday and i always hope that something will happen between us. I know i shouldn't ruin their relationship because the girlfriend is having a baby, And that's why i havn't told anyone about it. I don't want the words to come around. I just dont know what to do?. Im so confused. Everytime im talking to him i can't stop smiling and he cant stop laughing. I don't know what going to happen well actually i know he's going to have his baby and im still going to be falling for his sense of humor, intellegence,and sweetness. I even can imagine us kissing. I knoow it's wrong but wht am i suppose to do. It's the first situation of this ive been in. If you know what i should do please dont be afraid to mail me. I really need it.

COnfuSeD!

!Out!

did you ever have that moment , a nice calm moment where you don't have to worry about anything and boom a second later it's crushed. Well that's my life right now why does summer have to end. Now i have to worry about school, worse is im going to be in advanced. They say well the people who took it that it's very stressful it could break you. Yeah I've got it enough taking piano and choir and voice and guitar and worring about school. I know i should like quit and relax but i havn't started i swear that if i get even to the middle of stress i'll quit. It's just hearing these adults talking about what they had wish they would have done if they grabbed it. Well i don't want to wish that someday when I'm too old to say certain words. But yeah so im grabbing whatever i get when i have the chance. But i hope i can handle it.

!out!