Crushamania

Ok this is going to sound a little weird but it's true. I have this guy were close friends but not in a intamate way whatsoever. He doesnt know i have this huge HUGE! crush on him. I just found out recently he has a girlfriend who is about to have a baby. We talk almost everyday and i always hope that something will happen between us. I know i shouldn't ruin their relationship because the girlfriend is having a baby, And that's why i havn't told anyone about it. I don't want the words to come around. I just dont know what to do?. Im so confused. Everytime im talking to him i can't stop smiling and he cant stop laughing. I don't know what going to happen well actually i know he's going to have his baby and im still going to be falling for his sense of humor, intellegence,and sweetness. I even can imagine us kissing. I knoow it's wrong but wht am i suppose to do. It's the first situation of this ive been in. If you know what i should do please dont be afraid to mail me. I really need it.

COnfuSeD!